威尔
Will.
我就想问问你还好吗 Hey. I asked if you were okay.
抱歉 Sorry.
你其实不用这么做 You know, we don't have to do this.
我们可以现在就回家 We can just go home.
我很好 I'll be fine.
天，这聚会搞得实在太… God, this thing is so...
过于… Thick...
正式了 Official.
或许是他们过度期望 Maybe they're overcompensating.
两年后突然之间联系 It's kind of hard to call everybody up
这很难让大家都聚起来 out of the blue after two years.
没人见过她吗？ Nobody's seen her?
有次我在超市碰到了她和戴维 I ran into her and David at a supermarket,
自那次以后，我就听说他们离开了 and a little bit after that, I heard they disappeared.
然后他们参加了一个教会？ And they met in the grief group?
嗯，而我们那时还没离婚 Mm-hmm, while we were still married.
我猜你们那时认为我们会离婚的 Yeah, I guess you could have put odds on our divorce.
不，没人那么想 No, people don't think like that.
是，就是这么想的 Yes, they do.
不他们不会 No, they don't.
他们-- Yes, they--
我的天 oh, my god.
见鬼 Jesus.
那是什么东西？ What was that?
我想可能是只小野狗 A coyote, I think.
待在这里 Just stay here.
噢，哥们 Oh, man.
你回车里去吧 You should go back in the car.
好的，好的 Okay, okay.
噢，老天 Oh, my god.
真见鬼 Jesus.
这就是你的房子？ This was your house?
艾登家很有钱 A lot of money in Eden's family.
再也不是我的了 Wasn't ever mine.
过来，泰 Come on, Ty.
晚餐准备好了 Dinner's ready.
嘿，你们来了 Hey, you're here.
你看我赢了吧， 嗨! Fucking a. I win, see? Hi!
你们是在打赌吗？ Was there a betting pool?
哦，就是纯属娱乐一下而已 Uh, for entertainment purposes only.
- 嗨 - 嗨，老兄 - Hey. - Hey, buddy.
我是吉娜 我们在哪见过一次-- I am Gina. We met at their--
- 是的 - 很高兴见到你 - yes. - Nice to see you.
- 见到你真好 - 天那，基拉 - Good to see you. - God, Kira,
你现在看起来真他妈性感 you look so fucking hot right now.
这身材现在会为我们怀上一个孩子吗？ Will you bear a child for us, like, right now?
我们不是开玩笑的 We're not kidding.
我看你也差不多了 And, you, I see you've almost shed
这肮脏的抹布（胡须）看上去真让人担忧 that dirty dishrag look that's so concerning.
什么？ 我看上去像块脏抹布？ What? I have a dirty dishrag look?
嗯，至少现在是这样 Mm, less so now.
没什么，过来吧 - It's just-- - what? Come on.
这胡子太像抹布了 He did look like a dishrag.
你好吗？ How are you?
嗯… Eh...
这是基拉？ Is this Kira?
- 是的 - 嗨 我是克莱尔 - That's me. - Hi. I'm Claire.
嗨 很高兴见到你 Hi. Nice to meet you.
我也是 Nice to meet you, too.
嗨，威尔，我是本 记得我吗？ Hey, will, I'm Ben. Remember me?
我们以前一起做过地下生意 We drove a thriving business into the ground together.
从没做过生意 Never thrived.
这生意真是他妈操蛋 It was thriving like a motherfucker
就三个月时间，你知道的 for three months, and you know it.
哦，对了 蔡在哪里？ Hey, wait. Where's choi?
跟往常一样迟到了，我也联系不到 Late as usual, and I can't get
在这里的任何一个接待 any reception up here either.
是艾登和那个什么-- Is Eden and, uh--
我来了 I'm here.
噢 Oh.
让我看看你，威尔 Let me look at you, will.
我很想你 Mm, I missed you.
我也是 You, too.
屋子看起来没什么两样，是吗？ House doesn't look very different, does it?
不，不完全是 No, not--not really.
好吧，你来了我们很高兴 Well, we're glad you're here.
噢 Oh.
你真狼狈 You're a mess.
你一定是基拉吧 And you must be Kira.
嗨 Hi.
谢谢邀请我 Thank you for having me.
威尔，你记得戴维吗？ Will, you remember David.
当然记得 Of course. Sure.
威尔，来吧老兄 Will, come here.
嗨 Hey.
我真高兴你在这里 I'm so glad you're here.
真的很开心，老兄 I'm really glad, man.
你现在 好吗？ Hey, how--how are you?
噢，我现在很不错 Oh, I'm brilliant.
我意思是，我们要谈的有很多 I mean, we've got a lot to talk about,
来庆祝今晚 so much to celebrate tonight.
基拉 Kira.
是 Yes.
嗨 Ah.
噢 好了 Oh. Okay.
真漂亮 Beautiful.
你们要些什么喝的？ What can i get you to drink?
不，我不需要 No, i-I'm good.
我带了红酒 Uh, I'd go with the wine.
85年的罗斯柴尔德 It's an '85 rothschild.
你在耍我吗？ Are you shitting me?
呃，什么意思？ Uh, okay, what does that mean?
噢，威尔，你真可爱 Oh, will, you're adorable.
CRO杂志上说8万美金一瓶 It's, like, $8 million a bottle, cro-mag.
好吧，这是个特别的夜晚 Well, this night is special.
我们应该记住这一切 We shouldn't save these things.
我们应该放下所有的事然后享受… We shouldn't put off enjoying...
我们有什么 What we have.
你知道吗？ You sure?
我很好 I'm good.
谢谢你 Yes. Thank you.
好的，大家都在这里-- Well, since everybody's here--
除了蔡 except choi.
哦，去他妈的蔡 Oh, fucking choi, man.
- 去他妈的蔡 - 好啦 - Fucking choi. - All right.
除了蔡，但是，你们知道 Except choi, but, you know,
我猜我们不需要他就可以开始了 I guess we'll just have to start without him.
首先 Um, first of all,
欢迎大家来我们的小聚会 welcome to our little reunion of sorts.
你们对艾登来说都很特别 You guys are all very special to Eden,
这意味着你对我来说也很特别 which--which means you're very special to me,
我们真的很想你 我们也爱你 and we really missed you, and we love you.
每一个人在路上 You know, each and every one of us is on a journey,
都感觉这聚会很重要， and we feel that it's important
与你所爱的人在一起 to be on that journey with the people you love,
在这里我们真的，真的很好 and it's something we really, really have good here.
我们要重新开启房子 We want to open up the house again,
给它及我们一个新的开始，所以… give it and us a new start, so...
让我们举起这杯可笑又昂贵的红酒 Let's raise this ridiculously expensive glass of wine
为了新的开始 to new beginnings.
是的 Yeah.
- 为了新的开始 - 干杯 - To new beginnings. - Cheers.
- 干杯 -干杯 - Cheers. - Salud.
喂! 留一杯给我 Hey! Save a glass for me.
这是莎蒂 This is Sadie.
莎蒂 见见我的朋友们 Sadie, meet my friends.
嗨 Hey.
- 嘿 - 嗨 - Hey. - Hi.
所以，嗯… So, um...
你们是怎么互相认识的？ How do you guys know each other?
呃… Um...
就是常见的朋友，我猜 Just friends in common, I guess.
我们是在墨西哥遇见的 We met in Mexico.
莎蒂住在这里帮助我们 Sadie's staying here with us and helping us out.
是的 Yeah.
很有趣 我们有很多乐趣 It's fun. We have fun.
希望你们别介意我搞砸聚会 聚会很棒 Hope you don't mind me crashing the party. It's awesome.
呃 Huh.
他们告诉我很多你的事 They've told me so much about you.
我们来的路上撞到了一只狼崽 We hit a coyote on the way up here.
- 什么？ - 什么？ - What? - What?
不知道哪里冒出来的 It just came out of nowhere.
我意思是我们也不能做什么 I mean, there was nothing we could do.
它已经不行了 It was in horrible shape.
他不得不杀了它 He had to kill it.
什么？ 你刚来的时候怎么没有跟我们说？ What? How did you not tell us this, like, immediately?
你用，什么，把他杀了？ You killed it with, like, what?
拆轮胎棒 Tire iron.
噢，天那 什么？ Oh, god. What?
我不知道你如何做到的，真是厉害 I don't know how you did it, man. That's pretty butch.
不，这不是坏事 No, it was a good thing.
这是怜悯 That was mercy.
嗯-嗯 Mm-hmm.
你会介意我到周围看一看吗？ Would you mind if I looked around for a little bit?
当然不会 Of course not.
谢谢 Thank you.
一会见 See you in a bit.
你能相信吗 Can't believe it.
一个拆轮胎棒 需要大量的… A tire iron requires a lot of...
- 喔 - 我懂 - Wow. - I know.
不，你别这样 不，你别这样 No, you don't. No, you don't.
不，不要 不 不 不! No, you don't. No. No. No!
- 威尔 - Will.
老天 Jesus.
对不起 你吓到我了 Sorry. You scared me.
没伤到你吧 No harm done.
你今晚真帅气 You're so handsome tonight.
你很出色 You're shining.
还有基拉 And, Kira,
你们两个都很出色 you're both really beautiful.
谢谢 Thank you.
嗨 Heh.
请你帮我拿一下那些杯子好吗？ Could you help me get those glasses, please?
栅栏上的窗户是新的 Bars on windows are new.
是的，我一个人在这里有段时间了 Well, I was here alone for a while.
这为了安全 更安全 It's security, safer.
这不错 It's nice.
谢谢 Thank you.
我们在墨西哥买的 We got them in Mexico.
就是在你过去的两年里？ Is that where you've been for the last two years?
是那时候 Some of the time.
你有担心过我吗？ Did you worry about me?
你有想过我吗？ Did you think about me?
是的 Yeah.
有过 I did.
我现在过的很好 Well, I'm fantastic.
好的不能再好了 I've never been better.
你不必再担心我了 You don't have to worry about me anymore.
你不觉得再住进这房子很难受吗？ You don't find it hard to be in this house again?
不，一点也不 No, not at all.
没必要这样 It doesn't have to be.
真是太不可思议了 That's what's so incredible.
你看起来不一样了，伊迪 You look different, Edie.
我是不一样了 I am different.
我自由了 I'm free.
那些无谓的痛苦 All that useless pain,
都没有了 it's gone.
这些痛苦每个人都有，威尔 It's something anyone can have, will,
我想让你也有 and I want you to have it, too.
艾登看起来真性感 Eden looks hot.
我能待在那里吗？ I can say that, right?
我们都是成年人 We're all consenting adults.
很开心再次见到你，本 It's good to see you again, Ben.
我也是 You, too.
好长时间了 It's been way too long.
嗯 Heh.
我想来搞点吃的 I'm just here for the food.
你们那里在谈些什么？ What were you guys talking about?
不是我的生意 Not my business.
我就是告诉威尔 I was just telling will
痛苦是可以选择的 that pain is optional.
是吗？ It is?
为什么之前没有任何人告诉我？ Why didn't anyone tell me that before now?
我知道 I know.
但事实上真的很简单 But it's actually really simple.
所有的负面情绪 All those negative emotions,
悲伤，愤怒，抑郁， grief, anger, depression,
都只是化学反应 is all just chemical reactions.
这完全是自身的，彻底的变化 It's entirely physical, and it's completely changeable.
就像翻书的声音，艾登 Kind of sound like a pamphlet there, Eden.
你能克服这些情绪 You can actually expel those emotions
从你的自身并过你想要的生活 from your body and live the life you want to live.
所以你让痛苦去吃屎了吗？ So you're shitting out your pain?
我看得出来你不是很感兴趣 I can see you're not interested.
抱歉，艾登 I'm sorry, Eden.
这听起来就很疯狂 It just sounds fucking crazy.
艾登，我操 Eden, what the fuck?
直到你停止开任何一个玩笑 Until you stop making a joke out of everything,
否则你不会学到东西 you'll never learn a thing.
这就是为什么没人在意你想什么 That's why nobody cares what you think.
呃… Um...
是 好的 Yeah. Okay.
嗨 Heh.
她他妈的扇我了，老兄 She fucking gored me, man.
真响亮 That was loud.
- 哦，这不是-- - 给吃素的人 - Oh, it's not-- - for the vegetarians.
她整晚都在这样装吗？ Has she been acting like this all night?
是的 戴维也是 Yeah. David, too.
你看，我做这一切都是为了你们， Look, I'm all for whatever you gotta do to get by,
尤其你们两个，与你们所经历的 especially you two, with what you went through,
但你没有失去你的理智 but you didn't lose your mind.
噢，我没有？ Oh, I didn't?
别像她那样 Not like that.
你还好吗？ How are you?
我不清楚 I don't know.
我真不知道怎么去装 I don't really know how to act.
是的，你知道这不像以前好的时候 Well, it's not like the good old days anymore, you know.
不 No.
不像以前了 No, it isn't.
等等 阿曼达在哪里？ Wait. Where's Amanda?
在家带孩子 Home with the kids.
- 是吗？ - 生气着 - Yeah? - Pissed.
什么？ 怎么了？ What? What's up?
我想是我们相互伤害了 Think we hate each other.
这不太好 That's not good.
是的我知道 Yeah. I know.
就连性生活-- But the sex is--
都是… it's so...
-不和谐的 - Angry.
我不能得到满足，老兄 I can't get away from it, man.
很高兴见到你 Um, it's good to see you.
我也是 You, too.
嗯 Mm.
嗨，没人在乎我在想什么？ Hey, no one cares what I think?
不是 No.
过来？真的？ Come on? Really?
不 No.
本，有杯红酒 Ben, have a glass of wine.
我已经喝了，所以你也要喝了 I've let it go already, and so should you.
我会喝的 I'll always have a drink.
看嘛？ 已经没有了 See? It's gone already.
（歌词） We'll be here.
来，坐我旁边 Come. Sit with me.
问我一个问题 Ask me a question.
好的 Okay.
严肃点，问我一个问题 Seriously, ask me a question.
好的 抱歉 Okay. Sorry.
等一下 Um--hey, wait.
你是终身职教，是吗？ You're up for tenure, aren't you?
是的 我获得了 Yeah. I got it.
真的么 Come on.
一年前 A year ago.
一年前？ 真的？ Year ago? Really?
还办了一次聚会 I had a party and everything.
我… 很抱歉 I'm... sorry.
你不用道歉 You don't have to be sorry.
你现在在这里 You're here now.
奇怪的就是在这里，不是吗？ It's weird to be here, isn't it?
嗯 Mm.
可能是蔡来了，我们的英雄 Maybe that's choi, our hero.
去他妈的蔡 Fucking choi.
- 嘿 - Hey.
啊哈 Aha.
是的，看来我是最后一个到的 Yeah, look. I'm finally here.
是的 Yeah.
那是谁？ Who's that?
嘿 Hey.
大家看… Um, everybody...
你来啦~ It's you.
噢，亲爱的 Oh, darlin'.
哦，我不能相信你真的来了 Oh, I can't believe you're really here.
这是我朋友普鲁特 This is my friend pruitt.
- 嘿 - 嘿 - Hey. - Hey.
傍晚 Evening.
艾登 Eden.
你好吗？ How are you?
嗯 Mm.
嗨 我是本 Hey. I'm Ben.
见到你很高兴 Nice to meet you.
我要去拿威士忌，你需要什么吗？ I'm gonna grab a whiskey. Did you want anything?
什么都可以，谢谢 Ah, anything diet is fine, thanks.
好的 Okay.
嗨 我是汤米 米格尔， 基拉， 吉娜 Hey. I'm Tommy. Miguel, Kira, Gina.
很高兴见到你 Nice to meet you.
我想象不到 I have no idea.
我很高兴你在这里， I'm glad you're here,
但坦率的说蔡在哪里？ but frankly where the hell is choi?
蔡？ Choi?
我的狗屁男友 Is my asshole boyfriend.
他说要早一次的 Said he was gonna be early for once.
他没有打电话给你们说他会晚点到吗？ He didn't call you guys, say he was gonna be late?
不 拜托，我以为他会和你一起来 No. Come on. I thought he was gonna come with you.
- 是的，我-- - 我们还没有见到他 - Yeah, i-- - we haven't seen him.
好吧，就这样，我再试试看 All right, that's it. I'm gonna try again.
嘿 你们这里有电话吗？ Heh. Do you guys have service up here?
抱歉 Sorry.
很糟糕 Horrible.
当我们离开的时候账单就丢了 And the bills fell through the cracks while we were away.
我们要重新去拿 We have to get them up here
然后重新连接固定电话 很抱歉，吉娜 and reconnect the landline. I'm sorry, Gina.
好的，他一般至少打一次电话 Well, he usually calls at least once.
你知道吗？ 你最好的办法 You know what? Your best bet
就是到后面去打 is gonna be in the back actually.
祝你好运 Good luck, though.
一切都还好吗威尔？ Is everything okay, will?
是的 是的，你为什么不把钥匙插在门上？ Yeah. Yeah, why didn't you leave the key in the door, though?
大概一个月前，峡谷附近有个家庭被入室盗窃了 There was a home invasion up in the canyon about a month ago.
- 噢 - 那对夫妇被恐吓 - Oh. - This couple got terrorized.
真的太衰了 It was really sick.
就是有点吓到我们 Just kinda freaked us out.
我从来没有听说过 I didn't hear about it.
我敢肯定它从未发生过 Then I'm sure it never happened.
是的，威尔 Yeah, come on, will.
一个人不能把自己 Can't a man put himself
锁起来吗，如果他想的话？ in lockdown if he wants?
这是在美国 This is America.
好的，如果那里着火了呢？ Okay, what if there was a fire?
好的 Okay.
你说的对 There you go.
好吗？ Better?
我就是让房子有点不同 I just keep the house a little differently.
就是这样 That's all.
这是我的房子 It's my house.
威尔，你能帮我一个忙吗？ Will, could you do me a favor
去多拿一些木柴？ and go get some more firewood?
你知道我们放在哪里 You know where we keep it.
他一直像这样 Has he been like this a lot,
心神不定吗？ so agitated?
有时候是 Sometimes.
我很高兴他找到你 Well, I'm glad he has you.
我放心了 It comforts me.
我也知道他会对你好 I know he wants the best for you, too.
我很高兴你在这里，基拉 I'm glad you're here, Kira.
我想这很重要 I think it's important.
我能问你些事吗？ Can I ask you something?
他是怎么处理事情的？ How has he been handling things?
他会自我毁灭 He can be self-destructive.
我认为他会做到最好 I think he's doing the best he can.
看到你了 You're it.
看到你了! 快点! You're it! Come on!
你好了就一起过来 Come back to us when you're ready.
我告诉你 I'm telling you.
你为什么这么做？ Why are you doing it?
因为-- 你这里非常脏 Because it's-- you're very dirty here.
- 我吗？ - 是的 - Am I? - Yes.
这是关注细节的能力 And it's attention to detail
这非常重要 that is incredibly important.
这是我的信条 It's my credo.
这是你的信条吗？ It's your credo?
是新的-- 我昨晚刚制定的 嘿 It's a new-- i came up with it last night. Hey.
你回去睡觉， 好吗？ Why don't you go back to bed, okay?
我们还要待-- 我们还要待一会 We'll keep-- we'll keep it down.
- 好的 - Okay.
好的 我爱你 Okay. I love you.
晚安，宝贝 Good night, baby.
晚安 Good night.
我也爱你们 晚安 I love you, too. Night.
晚安，甜心 Good night, hon.
嗯 Mm.
这个时间他看到 And that'll be the time he saw
他的父母在做爱 his gross parents having sex.
我们是榜样 We are gross.
嗯m Mmm.
你觉得他想要的弟弟吗？ Do you think he needs a brother?
不! 噢，我的-- No! Oh, my--
他们在一个邪教 they're in a cult.
不，不，打住 我们没在什么邪教 No, no, stop. We're not in a cult.
我知道有很多在做邀请人 I know plenty of people who do the invitation.
- 是吗？ - 是的，是的 - You do? - Yeah, yeah.
艾登，你很多朋友在里面吗？ Eden, you guys really in this?
是啊 We are.
这就是你为什么会在墨西哥？ So that's why you were in Mexico?
你看到过他们集体在丛林中裸体吗？ Did you get all naked down there in the jungle?
有时候 Sometimes.
我试过 Well, I did.
好吧，你试过 Yeah, you did.
但是，你知道吗 就是-- But, you know, it's just--
就是一群人聚到一起 it's just a group of people coming together.
他们都已经迷失了自我 You know, they all have lost someone,
然后他们-- 他们互相帮助 and then they-- they help each other.
你们知道吗， 这真的是技术活 You know, it's really a science
而不是像一些奇怪的宗教崇拜或任何东西 rather than, like, some weird religious cult or anything.
他们都是聪明人 像--像我们 You know, it's smart people like--like us,
在洛杉矶，纽约 here in L.A., New York,
几千人 thousands of people.
你会很惊讶 You'd be surprised.
是，我的老板也在里面 Yeah, my boss is into it.
这就像是一个新的技术，对吗？ It's like a new est or something, right?
是的，不-- Yeah, no--
我认为比那更多 I think it's a little more grounded than that,
这更实用 you know, more practical.
同时人也，非常有精神 And at the same time, it's very spiritual,
然而你对那个定义 you know, however you define that.
说中的 到底发生了什么？ Seriously, what goes on down there?
我意思，它就像一个自救组织或者… I mean, is it like a self-help group thing or...
好吧… Well...
既然你问了 Since you asked,
我想给你们看些东西 we have something that we'd like to show you.
- 戴维 - 噢，不 - David. - Oh, no.
- 哦，不 - 好，好 - Oh, no. - Yes, yes.
不，不 No, no.
- 完美 很完美 - 噢，不 我现在明白 - Perfect. Just perfect. - Oh, no. Now I understand
- 为什么门要锁上 - 我佩服 - why the doors are locked. - My bad.
你要改变我们 You're gonna convert us.
这是个改变信仰的东西，是吗？ This is a conversion thing, right?
噢，我的天哪 不，这是真正的原因？ Oh, my god. No, this is the real reason?
我知道这听起来有些奇怪 I know it sounds a little weird,
但事实-- 是个相当惊人的东西 but it's actually-- it's pretty amazing stuff.
来一起看一下 Indulge us, okay.
这不会是招募影片之类的吧？ Is this some kind of a recruitment video?
我真的不想-- I really don't want to--
我知道 感化我 我很脆落的 I do. Convert me. I am weak.
是啊，你就是 Yeah, you are.
这不是那些 保证 It's nothing like that. Promise.
好吧，开始吧 All right, let's do this.
这是我们的家 在索诺拉，墨西哥， This is our home in sonora, Mexico,
这也是你的家 如果你选择了他 and it is your home, too, if you choose it to be.
我们的家和家庭 Our home and our family
为每一个人打开 is open to anyone
欲望 去帮助他们自己 with the desire to help themselves.
人类的大脑有 非凡的治愈能力 The human brain has a remarkable ability to heal.
我一生的工作 就是去发现 My life's work has been to discover
新的方法来改变， 来重写 new ways to rewire, to rewrite
我们受伤的经历 our experiences with trauma.
我是想说，创伤已经在了… I mean, trauma has visited...
所有人 All of us.
我们邀请你 以一种意识的存在， We invite you to a conscious existence,
连接这种意识的存在 to a connected existence.
但是我们要开始这段过程， But we take this journey,
所有的过程一个接着一个 你并不孤独 all journeys side by side. You are not alone.
无论你在哪里， Wherever you are,
我们--我们超越了 we--we transcend, hmm?
你感觉怎么样，安妮？ How do you feel, Annie?
我感受到了爱 I feel loved.
你被爱了 You are loved.
你深深被爱了 You are deeply loved.
你要去 见谁，亲爱的？ Who are you going to see, dear?
我的丈夫… My husband...
詹姆斯… James...
我的父亲 My father.
很好 It's all right.
他们 都会在那里 They will all be there.
我-- I--
很快，安妮 soon, Annie.
很快 Soon.
非常快 Over soon.
所有的痛苦和 所有的悲伤， All of the pain and all of the grief,
你放弃了它， 是不是？ you renounced it, haven't you?
你做了个选择 You've made a choice.
你准备要去了 是吗，宝贝？ You're ready to go, aren't you, honey?
来 Come.
来 呼吸 Come. Breathe in.
呼吸 深呼吸 Breathe in. Breathe deeply.
你感受到 她的灵魂了吗？ You feel her spirit?
我能感觉到 I can feel it.
她现在和 我们所有人在一起 She's with all of us now...
还有你的父亲… And your father...
还有你的妻子… And your wife...
还有你的儿子 And your son.
不要哭 Don't cry.
那里没有黑暗， There's no darkness,
只有团聚 just reunion.
安妮现在很安全 Annie is safe now.
就是这样的 This is what it's about.
我们没有看到他们死亡 We did not just watch somebody die.
这是真实的吗？ That was real?
- 是的，很真实 - 是的 - Yes, it was. - Yeah.
为什么会有人想看这些？ Why would anyone want to watch that?
她就是想告诉给每一个人 She just wanted to show everyone
那没有什么可怕的 这才是关键 that there's nothing to be afraid of. That was the point.
她病得很重 She was very sick.
为什么？ With what?
她看上去刚刚过了30岁 She barely looked 30.
癌症 Cancer.
我明白了 Look, I get it.
如果你到了30岁 If you gotta go at 30,
这不是什么坏事 it's not a bad way,
你身边的人都会爱着你 surrounded by people who love you.
视频里的？ On video?
这很好啊 It's beautiful.
这有点残酷 It's a little grim.
她平静地看着我 She looked at peace to me.
- 我不是在批判她 - 不，我知道，宝贝 - I'm not judging her. - No, I know, babe.
是的， 没人在批判她 Yeah, no one's judging her.
我就是不明白 为什你在 I just don't understand why you'd show
晚餐聚会的时候 给我们看这些，戴维 something like that at a dinner party, David.
- 你不明白？ - You don't get it? - Mm-mmm.
我们的意思是我猜这不是我们该采取的方式 I guess this is not really being taken the way we meant it.
我觉得这对我们来说是 一个相当沉重的事情，戴维 I mean, it is a pretty heavy thing to drop on us, David.
其实一点不沉重 But it's not heavy.
对我们来说，真的不是 For us, it's not.
- 不 - 好吧 - No. - It's okay.
不是每个人都能理解 Not everybody gets it.
关于这个事实不是说她死，我们死 It's not about the fact that she died. We all die.
那是关于什么？ What's it about?
是关于沟通 It's about communion.
是的 就像艾登说的 Right, like Eden said,
她就是试着告诉你 she's just trying to show you
那没有什么可怕的 that there's nothing to be afraid of.
看看我 我的痛苦已经 让我变成了行尸走肉 Look at me. My pain had turned me into some walking clich?
我以前吸毒 失去控制 I was a coked-up, out-of-control
唱片制作人 散伙了 record producer, for god's sake.
我悲伤得让自己成为奴隶 I was a slave to my own grief,
但现在不是了 but not anymore.
约瑟夫医生从那让我解放 Dr. Joseph freed me from that.
我就是… I just...
呼！ Phew!
他让我找回自我，懂吗？ He gave me back my center, you know?
我不会再害怕了 I don't have to be afraid anymore.
阿门，老弟 Amen, brother.
我们都经历过可怕的事情 You know, we've all been through horrible things,
但哪些事情不能代表什么 but those things don't have to define us.
艾登和威尔发生过什么-- What happened to Eden and will--
不，别 别说! no, don't. Don't!
戴维，别说了 David, don't.
找到这个拯救了我的生命 Finding this saved my life.
那时候我几乎快死了 I almost died after.
我几乎不能继续生活 I almost couldn't keep on living.
你知道吗，威尔 You know that, will.
但现在看看我 But look at me now.
我很好 我很开心 I'm great. I'm happy.
我不会再愤怒 I'm not angry anymore.
如果有人试图从我这拿走… And if anyone is gonna try to take that away from me...
我的天，看你们看着我的样子 My god, look at the way you're looking at me.
如果有人试图说这个不是-- If anyone is gonna try to say that this isn't--
伊迪，我--伊迪-- Edie, i--Edie--
只是你不认为我懂？ it's just you don't think I know?
嘿，嘿，嘿，嘿，嘿 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
- 我懂! - 我们喝酒吧 - I know! - Let's get a drink.
就你觉得很容易？ It's just that easy for you?
算了，算了，喝酒吧 Come on. Come on. Let's get a drink.
是的，我们都迷失了 Yeah, we all are lost.
我们能够赞同那些，是吗？ We can agree on that, right?
那就是… It's just...
太严重了 It's too big.
对我们中的任何一个人都太严重了 It's too big for any of us alone.
你得… You got to...
还算好-- That better be--
不，我来吧， 我来我来 no, I've got it. I've got it. I got it.
戴维 David.
噢，抱歉 Oh, sorry.
失陪一下 Excuse me for a second.
那里 Hi there.
- 嗨 - 嗨 - Hey. - Hey.
你还好吧？ Are you okay?
我-我很抱歉 I-I'm sorry.
不，不是你 No, not you.
我知道这比较沉重，但… I mean, I knew it was gonna be heavy, but...
我就是--为什么蔡和我 觉得应该和你一起 I was just--why choi and i were supposed to be here together for you.
我们必须好好努力，这就发生在我们身上 We have to make a better effort. It's on us,
我试着给你空间 and I was trying to give you space,
我不知道如果我遇到了 and I don't know if that came across like I was checked out.
那会… It's...
我想你应该… I think you should probably...
好了，喂 我不-- Okay, hello. I don't--
你没有听我说一句，是吗？ you haven't heard a word I said, have you?
我很抱歉，吉娜 I-I'm sorry, Gina.
就是有几个人在找一个聚会，步行 Just a couple people looking for a party on foot.
祝他们好运， 他们会脱水的 Good luck. They'll die of dehydration.
是吧 Yeah.
不管怎样，嗯 我们可以晚点再聊 Anyway, um, we can talk later.
我就是--要你知道那个… I just--i wanted you to know that...
我一直惦记着你 I have been thinking about you.
- 是的 - 好吗？ - Yeah. - All right?
- 我爱你… - 我也爱你 - I love you... - I love you, too.
我很想你 And I miss you.
我也很想你 I miss you, too.
我要去倒酒了 I'm gonna get a refill.
喝--去喝酒吧 Get a--get a drink.
（我觉得你们要来我家） I feel like you guys have to come to my house.
(是我--能做的所有事情 拿些冰激淋…) I--that's all I do. Get ice cream and...
你什么时候一起来加入我们呢？ Are you gonna come and join us at some point?
威尔？ Will?
你能告诉我那是什么吗？ Can you tell me what that is?
这是颗药，威尔 It is a pill, will.
我在艾登的卧室里发现了一堆 I found a bunch of it in Eden's bedroom
-没商标的-- -等等-- - unlabeled-- - wait. What are you--
请你看看仔细 please just look at it.
我觉得这是安眠药 It's phenobarbital, i think.
这危险吗？ Is that dangerous?
你吃多了什么都有危险 Anything is dangerous if you take too much of it.
这是镇定剂 It's a barbiturate.
这是个老牌子药 但这是… I mean, it's old-school, but it's...
不常见的东西 Not unusual to find it
除非你偷了某个人的医药箱 if you're rifling through somebody's medicine cabinet.
嘿，嘿，打断下你们的小聚会 Hey, hey, break up your little clique.
过来一起聊天 Come talk to us.
来吧，一起去 Come on. Let's go.
很显然VIP房间在厨房里 Apparently v.I.P. Room is in the kitchen.
哥们， 哥们， 哥们 Guys, guys, guys,
一起来 join us, please.
开下另外一瓶酒 Just opened another bottle.
哦好的 Oh, yes.
可能还要多接触些空气（红酒） Probably needs a little more air.
我明白米格尔，这事就我俩知道 I mean it, Miguel. Just keep it between us.
好的 Okay, snoopy.
阿，伙计 Ah, man.
可以把这杯给米格尔吗？ Can you give this one to Miguel?
- 是的 -谢谢 - Yeah. - Gracias.
不客气 De nada.
来一杯 Ah, smell that.
好的 Okay.
干杯 Salud.
威尔觉得你们那些人嗑药了 Will thinks you guys are on pills.
打个比方 Figuratively.
你觉得我们疯了？ You think we're crazy?
我从来没那么说过 I never said that.
没事，我没生气 That's okay. I'm not offended.
很多人觉得我们疯了 A lot of people think we're crazy.
但我怀疑他们是不是和我们一样快乐 But I doubt they're as happy as we are.
吃的东西在哪里？ Where's the diet again?
为什么？ Why?
没有明白我的意思 No comprendo ingl閟.
- 谢谢 -不客气 - Thank you. - De nada.
难道你们不觉得这事有点奇怪吗？ Or don't you guys think this is a little bit weird?
好了，威尔，这没有办法 Look, will, there is no way
今晚不会觉得有点奇怪… that tonight wasn't gonna feel a little strange...
或遗憾 Or sad.
这是拖了很久的 Look, this is just a long-overdue reunion
老朋友之间聚会 between old friends
一对夫妇和他妈的怪朋友 with a couple of totally frickin' friend weirdoes.
他们还有点脑残 They're a little mansony.
- "脑残"？ - 还有那个瘦女孩-- - "Mansonian"? - And that skinny girl--
我没开玩笑好么 look, I'm not kidding. Come on.
嘿，我明白了，看着我 Hey, I got you. Look at me.
是的， 他们是有点古怪 但这是在洛杉矶 Yeah, they're a little weird, but this is L.A.
这无所谓的 They're harmless.
让我们一起度过夜晚 Let's just get through this night,
给他们休息下 give them a break.
一起多喝点这个昂贵酒吧 Let's steal some more of this wine.
噢，这也是我现在唯一能得到的东西，来吧 Oh, now that is something I can get behind. Come on.
嘿，大伙听一下! Hey, guys, listen!
我意识到你们中的一些人 可能看了那个视频 I realize that some of you might have found that video
有点不安 或者不舒服 a little disturbing or off-putting,
我深表歉意 and I apologize for that.
那很棒 It's cool.
吉娜，不是的 Nah, Gina, it's not.
我只是最后想让你们知道 Last thing I want you guys to think
是我的想法强加与你们 is that I'm trying to force my ideas on you.
- 欢迎回来 - 嘿 - Welcome back. - Hey.
我就是想让你们多了解我 You know, it's just I want you guys to know me.
有个游戏我们以前在墨西哥玩， 后来组织结束了 There's this game we used to play in Mexico at the end of group,
我是想我们应该尝试一下 and I think we should try it.
我们在讨论什么游戏？ What kind of game are we talking about?
猜谜语还是什么？ Like charades or something?
啊，这很有趣 它会让你们知道到我们学到了什么，是吗？ Ah, it'll be fun, and it'll give you a sense of what we learned, right?
我听着呢 是什么东西？ I'm in. What is it?
好的，它就像那个游戏 Okay, it's kind of like that game
我们以前在大学里玩的 "我从不" we played in college, "i never."
- 是的 - 那游戏我老输 - Oh, yeah. - I always lose that game.
喔，我从来没玩过 Oh, I never do.
除了那个，就是 "我要" Except this time, it's "i want,"
我们轮着来 so we take turns,
然后每个人要说他们要什么 and everybody gets to say what they want.
我想听听吉娜在大学里做什么 I want to hear what Gina did in college.
你意思谁上了她 You mean who she did.
重点是要说实话 The point is to be honest.
好吗？ 承认你们的欲望 All right? To admit your desires.
因为什么都有可能 You know, because anything is possible
一旦你觉得不好意思或者尴尬 once you strip away social constraints and embarrassment
还有一些负面的情绪-- and those negative emotions that, you know--
那些都会让大家停滞无法进行下去 the things that hold us down.
所以诚实，好吗？ 这是游戏规则 So honesty, okay? That's what it's about.
谁要先开始？ Want to give it a shot?
我先来 I'll go first.
太棒了 Wonderful.
好的， 我要… Okay. I want...
告诉你们 艾登和戴维… To tell you, Eden, and David...
威尔和基拉 还有吉娜 Will and Kira and Gina,
米格尔… Miguel...
准备好午餐 Pack a lunch.
还有汤米-- 还有很多 And Tommy-- there are so many.
本，克莱尔，普鲁特… Ben, Claire, pruitt...
我想告诉你们所有人 我爱你们 I want to tell you all that I love you.
我知道我和你们中一些人认识还不久 I know I haven't known some of you for very long,
但是今晚我感受到了爱 but tonight I feel love.
我知道 I do.
很多人不会那样说 他们害怕 And a lot of people don't say that. They're afraid.
但是--所以，我爱你们 But--so, I love you.
- 噢 - Oh. - Mm.
- 我操 - 我的天 - Oh, shit. - Oh, my.
- 噢，老天 Oh, my gosh.
这真是… This is...
哇 Wow.
太牛了 Hi there.
你明白了吗？ You got it?
嗯哼~ 好吧 Uh-huh. All right.
嗯… Um...
我要… I want...
你过去做的那些可乐糖 Some of that coke you used to do.
好 我想应该还有很多 Done. I think i might have some more.
你把它放在家里了？ You keep it in the house?
你是世界上最差的游戏者 You're the worst rehabber in the world.
不，戴维，不要 我只是开玩笑 No, David, don't. I was kidding.
不，你没有 很不错 No, you weren't. That's okay.
这是游戏的重点 That's the point of the game.
好吧 Okay.
我没开玩笑 I wasn't kidding.
那该死的 Bust that shit out.
该你了 There you go.
我喜欢这游戏 I like this game.
我想说下我的老婆玛格丽特 I want to tell you about my wife Margaret.
我们结婚快8年了 We were married eight years,
下个月15号就到了 would have been 15 next month.
她是个画家，油画 She was a painter, oils.
第一次看到她工作是在明尼阿波利斯的 这个艺术画廊 First saw her work at this artists retreat in Minneapolis.
我对她一见钟情 I was in love with her before I even met her.
那些作品充满活力… These abstract, energetic landscapes...
然后我看到了她 And then I saw her.
哇 我就像中了大奖 Wow. It was like I'd hit the jackpot.
我从来没见过那么有气质的 She was the most generous spirit I'd ever seen,
她就像一道耀眼的光芒… and she was as bright and gorgeous as...
在早晨 The morning.
当你惊讶的时候 When you surprised her,
她就是笑 she had this--this laugh,
那种笑声 this joyous, guttural rumble
是来自内心深处的 that came from way down deep inside.
你知道你做了好事 You knew you'd done something good.
她都是优点，都是优点 She was all light, all light.
在这样的时代 During times like this, um,
夜晚像这个夜晚… nights like this night...
我有点想她了 I think of her quite a bit.
她过世了吗？ Did she, uh, pass away?
是的过世了 Yes, she did.
我们已经喝多了 We had been drinking.
我已经喝多了 I had been drinking.
我们刚从一个晚宴回到家 We had just come home from a dinner,
我们在厨房里 and we were in the kitchen.
因为某事开始争论起来 We'd fell into one of those arguments, you know,
一次愚蠢的斗争 one of those stupid fights
最后你的整个婚姻 that last your whole marriage.
变得那么脆落 It was about the dishes.
有个人开始大叫 Somebody started yelling.
我不记得是谁 I don't remember who.
我给自己又倒了一杯酒 I went to pour myself another drink.
她试图阻止我， 然后… She tried to stop me, and...
头脑一热 Something just gave.
我转身用力打了她 I turned and hit her as hard as I could.
她脚没站住 Her knees buckled.
撞到了她的头 She hit her head.
我认为她会爬起来 Think she was trying to get back up.
她伸出手 You know, she had her hand out,
拉着我 was staring at me.
然后她倒了下去 And then she collapsed,
她走了 and she was gone.
搞什么呀？ What the fuck?
这是个极大极大的错误 It was a terrible, terrible mistake.
过去7年了 It was seven years ago.
我坐了牢 I went to prison.
这是报应 I paid that way,
但我还是我 but I was still the same person.
最后，参加各种社团… Finally, by accepting the invitation...
看向未来 And looking only ahead,
拯救我那可怕的一部分 destroying that horrible part of me
那使我 那段时间… that made that moment possible...
我痊愈了 I'm cured.
我很想念她 And I miss her.
没有一天不想她 Not a day goes by i don't think of her.
我现在不悲伤了 But I don't grieve,
也没有内疚感了 and I don't feel guilty anymore.
我选择放下 I've chosen to let that go.
那都是过去的情绪 Those emotions are useless,
因为我又要和她见面了 because I'm gonna be seeing her again
比这里更好的地方 in a better place than this.
这就是我们所相信的 That's what we believe.
几个世纪以来大多数人相信的 That's what most people have believed for centuries.
我， 其他人迫不及待得要去那里 I, for one, can't wait to get there.
宽恕不需要等待 But forgiveness doesn't have to wait.
我随时原谅自己 I'm free to forgive myself,
你们也是 and so are you.
这是美妙的事情 It's a beautiful thing.
真的 It really is.
更光荣的是 What's more honorable,
面对真相或隐藏起来都能接受？ facing the truth or hiding it to be accepted?
人们改变了 And people change.
我不懂 这个… I don't know. This...
好像不太像实话 Doesn't seem very honest.
感觉你们在给我们推销什么东西 It feels like you're selling us something.
不，我们没有 No, we aren't.
我要… I want...
我们真的能继续下去吗？ Are we really gonna keep doing this?
- 我要-- - 最好是个好问题 - I want-- - this better be good.
我要亲吻本 I want to kiss Ben.
我一直都想 I always have.
为什么不做呢？ Why the hell not?
来吧，姐姐 Bring it, sister.
噢老天 Oh, my god.
我要亲本 I want to kiss Ben.
人人有份 One per party.
- 哦，不对 - 啵，不行吗？ - Um, no. - Boom. No?
- 哇哦! - 噢! - Whoo! - Oh!
- 哦，耶! - 搞定他，姑娘! - Oh, yeah! - Get it, girl!
- 哦! - 搞定他 - Ah! - Get it, girl.
继续! Go!
天啊 Jeez.
不知道你们是否同意 I don't know if I approve that.
别告诉阿曼达 And nobody tells Amanda.
呃，我想来个口交… Uh, I want a blow job...
噢，你太荒唐了 Oh, you're ridiculous.
有些人可以 From somebody.
哦，我懂 Oh, I know.
什么？ 我没开玩笑 What? I'm not joking.
我要走了 I have to go.
别这样 我们玩得很开心 No, come on. We're just having fun.
没事的 It's all right.
这所有的一切让我觉得不舒服 This is all making me a little uncomfortable.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
来吧， 我要-- Come on. I'll--
坐下来 和你喝点酒 have a seat. I'll get you a drink.
我们还要做些其他的 We'll do something else.
不，不，不 我不要 No, no, no. I don't want
扫大家的兴 to spoil anyone's fun.
这只是我的事 This just isn't my thing.
- 克莱尔，别这样 - 嘿，就是-- - Claire, please. - Hey, just--
让他走， 戴维 just let her go, David.
为什么她不能离开？ Why can't she just leave?
威尔，我就是想让她待着 Will, I just want her to stay
一起度过快乐时光 and have a good time,
艾登为了今晚策划了很长时间 and Eden has planned this night for a long time.
我们会失望的 We'll be very disappointed.
那好，让她做自己想做的事，好吗？ Yeah, well, just let her do what she wants, okay?
我真的要走了 I'm gonna leave.
当然可以 Of course.
- 再见 - 再见 - Bye. - Bye.
如果让你感到哪里不舒服我很抱歉 I'm sorry if I've made you feel uncomfortable.
没--没事 我就是累了 It's--it's okay. I'm tired.
克莱尔 Claire,
为什么不多坐一会 why don't you just stay a little longer?
我们很快就能再见面的，好吗？ I'll see you again soon, okay?
我真的很抱歉 I'm really sorry.
好的， 克莱尔 Okay, Claire.
艾登，没事的 Eden, it's okay.
我明白 I know.
要我送你到上车吗？ Do you want me to walk you to your car?
就40步，威尔 It's, like, 40 feet, will.
再见了 Bye.
- 再见， 克莱尔 - 再见 - Bye, Claire. - Bye.
- 很高兴见到你 - 再见 - Nice meeting you. - Bye.
你开的是丰田普锐斯吗？ Are you in the prius?
是的 Yeah.
我停在你车后面 I parked behind you.
再见， 谢谢你们 Bye. Thank you, guys.
- 怎么？ - 她干嘛要离开？ - What? - Why did she leave?
嘿，威尔，过来和我聊聊 Hey, will, come over here, and talk to me.
等我一会 Just give me a sec.
你是做什么工作的？ So what do you do?
- 好吧 - 我是个助理护士 - Okay. - Well, I'm a nurse's assistant.
注意你的右边 Careful on the right.
好的 Okay.
笔直出来 Straight out.
你能搞定了 You're all set.
噢，克莱尔 Oh, uh, Claire.
- 米格尔 - 我拯救生命 - Miguel. - I save lives.
得了吧 Stop.
威尔，过来 Will, come on.
你能单独和我谈谈吗？ Can you and I talk alone for a minute?
很重要的事 It's important.
好的，好的 Yeah. Yeah.
来吧 Come on.
我很高兴你能来 I'm very happy you're here.
这对艾登和我来说很重要 It's so important to Eden and me.
我意思是，我们选择了你 是因为你比我们优秀 I mean, we chose you because you matter to us.
你们选择我？ You chose me?
今晚在这里 To be here tonight.
但我不明白，老兄 But I don't know, man.
你-你一直在演戏，所以… Y-you've been acting so...
怀疑我们的热情好客 Suspicious of our hospitality.
坦白地说，这让我有点不安 Frankly, it upsets me a little.
我锁了门，然后你对它有意见 I lock the door, and you have a fit about it.
刚才我朋友要去动一下车子 Just now, my friend wants to move his car,
你就站在窗户边上 and you're standing by the window
好像你去抓他偷什么东西 like you're gonna catch him stealing something.
你看上去很难接近 很难… You seem very distant, very...
从某种程度上说 Just off somehow.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
或许今晚我在这里还没准备好 Maybe I wasn't prepared to be here tonight.
好吧 Okay.
我很欣赏你的诚实 I appreciate your honesty.
其实我--我不明白你的感受 Look, i--i understand that you feel
好像你一定要找出点什么 like you have to be on the lookout.
我知道，因为这就是我的感受 I know, because that's how I felt.
这个世界不安全也很混乱 The world is unsafe and chaotic,
你知道以前发生过 and, you know, it happened before.
它总会再次发生 It can always happen again.
戴维好了，我不敢说我有多了解 David, please. I don't pretend to know
你和你妻子经历了什么 what you went through with your wife,
所以你也不了解我 你不会了解 and you don't know me. You can't.
嘿 Hey.
嗨 Hi.
我试着说服让克莱尔留下来 I tried to convince Claire to stay.
我感觉不对，我的故事吓到她了 I felt bad about, uh, my story scaring her.
她应该明白 She seemed to understand.
不，我对天发誓，每天 No, I swear to god, every day.
每天我收到一封邮件，就说我要走了 Every day I get an email, and it's just I'm going,
你知道，"这是什么？ 就像要废了我的硬盘？" you know, "what is this? Is this, like, gonna kill my hard drive?"
还经常发一些傻逼的视频，比如-- And it's usually some stupid fricking video of, like--
有多少只猫的视频 是克莱尔发给你的吗？ how many cat videos has Claire sent you?
- 噢，我的天 - 克莱尔会发我猫的视频 - Oh, my god. - Claire has sent me cat videos
所以--每天都是一个猫的视频 so--every day, it's a cat video.
我是说一会一个猫的视频 一会一个企鹅的视频 I mean, i got a cat video. I got a penguin video.
噢老天，企鹅 企鹅智商很高 Oh, my god, penguins. Penguins are overrated.
- 智商高？ - 是的 是的 - Overrated? - Yeah. Yeah.
- 它们是的 - They are. - Here we go.
- 企鹅？ - 是的，它们很快乐， - Penguins? - Yeah, they're happy,
它们总是看上去 and they're always like,
"噢，我的天哪 它们太可爱了" "oh, my god. They're so adorable."
你在 You're it.
基拉 Kira.
汤米帮我个忙 I need help, Tommy.
哦，怎么了？ Oh, what?
基拉情况不是很好是吗？ So things aren't great with Kira, huh?
什么--你为什么那么说？ Heh. What-- why would you say that?
就是看上去像 Just seems like that to me.
看上去她不合群 Seems like she's real distant.
不 No.
不，她很好 No, she's great.
我们一起进去吗？ Should we go back inside?
不， 我想打个电话 No. I'm gonna make a call.
那祝你好运 Oh, good luck.
这里没有信号 There's no service up here.
不，有时候有 No, it goes in and out.
我可以陪着你 I could hang with you.
你可以在这里操我 You could fuck me right here.
什么？ What?
为什么我们要拒绝自己？ Why should we deny ourselves ever?
在墨西哥是怎么样的 It's what it was like in Mexico.
每个人都是为了做爱 Man, everyone was just going for it.
这太美妙了 It was awesome.
我觉得你应该进屋去 I think you need to go back inside.
你不喜欢我？ You don't like me?
我不了解你 I don't know you.
我可以让你很喜欢我 I could make you like me so much.
我能让你求我 I could make you beg me.
甚至能做到不用触摸你… Could do it without even touching you...
就用我的声音… Just with my voice...
我的呼吸 My breath.
莎蒂 S-Sadie.
如果你要了可以上我 You can hurt me if you want.
我不想上你 I don't want to hurt you.
我不相信你 I don't believe you.
嘿 你在外面做什么？ Hey. What are you doing out here?
我需要休息一下 I needed a break.
噢，真的吗？ Oh, really?
嘿嘿 用什么？ Heh heh. From what?
汤米这里有些不对劲 Tommy, there's something wrong here.
威尔-- Will--
会发生不好的事情 something bad is happening here.
你错了 You're wrong.
我知道你要说什么 Look, and I know what you're gonna say,
但克莱尔走了因为 那可怜的姑娘是个性冷淡 but Claire left because that poor girl is sexually awkward.
蔡在洛杉矶是最不靠谱的韩国人 Choi is the most unreliable Korean in Los Angeles.
他可能在任何地方 He could be anywhere.
还有艾登… And Eden...
我两年没有见到她了 I haven't seen her for two years.
不可思议 It's crazy.
但是我们都在试着找到 But we're all trying to figure out
原来的样子 how to go on, you know.
这就是他们聚会的目的 This is how they do it.
感觉这里有些不安全 Something doesn't feel safe here.
放心吧，这里很安全 Of course it doesn't feel safe.
今晚你带了那么大勇气来这里 Took a lot of courage for you to come here tonight,
你别让自己心里的想法太多 but you're letting your mind run away with things.
嘿… Hey...
我爱你，威尔 I love you, will.
但你别再装了，感觉真他妈的怪 But you gotta stop acting so fucking weird.
怪人都走了 It's freaking people out.
你很安全，知道吗？ You're safe, okay?
等会屋里见 I'll see you back inside.
威尔，我是蔡 怎么了？ Will, choi. What's up?
听着， 现在大约7:00， Listen, it's about 7:00,
我现在正在赶过来 去艾登家 and I'm pulling up to Eden's house.
我说我要带蛋糕的 但我忘记了 我想， I forgot to pick up dessert like I said I would,
我也联系 不上吉娜 and I can't get ahold of Gina.
你能在路上 买一个吗？ 我-- Could you get some on your way? I--
瞧， 我早到了，伙计 look, I'm early, dude.
我其实早就到了， 但老实说 I'm actually early, but honestly
我不想再 回到山上 I don't want to go back down the hill
看看 附近有没有该死的 蛋糕店 and look for a fucking patisserie.
我希望 你带一个来 I hope you get this.
待会见 我猜估计也很快 See you here in a few, I guess.
我进去了 好的，再见 I'm goin' in. Okay, bye.
他来了 There he is.
- 看到吗？ - 嘿，老兄 - See? - Hey, buddy.
好的，我想玩"我要" All right, I want to play "i want."
- 我要-- - 别再口交 - I want-- - no more blow jobs.
我喜欢这游戏 我喜欢这游戏看上去很明显吗？ I like this game. Was it obvious that i like the game?
这有房间 我能做到 I have room. I could do it.
我们都很享受这游戏 We both enjoyed that game.
是的 We did. Heh.
- 噢 - 哦 - Oh. - Ooh.
我想这可能是个新游戏 I think this is a new game.
- 我很害怕 - 这是另一个游戏 - I'm scared. - This is the next game.
也许是猜猜我是谁… Maybe this is one of those guess who...
好漂亮 So pretty.
- 太美了 - 真棒 - So purty. - Nice.
很可爱 It is lovely.
现在停下来 Stop it right now.
发生了什么事？ What is going on here?
生日快乐 Happy birthday.
这是什么意思？ What is this about?
可不是这个星期 It's not for another week.
差不多快到了 （亲吻） It's close enough. Mwah.
- 好吧，来，来 - 来吧 - Okay, please, please. - Come on.
但没有歌曲 But no singing.
- 噢，来嘛 - 来吧 - Oh, come on. - Come on.
谢谢你 Please? Please? Thank you.
- 该祝愿了 - 太好了 - It's wish time. - All right.
许个好愿 许个好愿 Make it good. Make it good.
是的 Yeah.
你袭击了它 You attacked that one.
- 混蛋 - 做得好 - Bastard. - Well done.
蔡在哪里？ Where's choi?
不好意思？ Excuse me?
蔡在哪？ Where's choi?
我想说他妈的蔡去哪了，嗯？ I mean, where the fuck is choi, hmm?
你在说什么，威尔？ What are you talking about, will?
我刚收到一个他的信息 I just got a message from him.
他说他已经到了，7点就到了 He said he was here, that he had gotten here at 7:00.
- 什么？ - 他说他在这里 - What? - He said he was here.
艾登，这是真的吗？ Eden, is that true?
我今晚没见到过蔡 I haven't seen choi tonight.
艾登，他在哪里？ Edie, where is he?
威尔，别说了 可能-- Will, stop, please. Just--
不 不 我刚收到他的信息 no. No. I just got a message from him.
他说他在这里 He said he was here.
他就在外面打的电话 He made the call from right outside.
- 我们都没见过他 - 别他妈的骗我 - We haven't seen him. - Don't fucking lie to me.
他在外面打的，你家门口 He called from right outside your front door.
戴维没有骗你，蔡没来过 David is not lying to you. Choi never got here.
或许他走了，老兄 Maybe he turned around, man.
他可能忘记什么回去拿了，威尔 Look, he might have forgotten something, will.
你不会知道的 You never know.
为什么每个人都装得他妈的那么客套？ Yeah, why is everyone acting so fucking polite?
蔡在哪？ Where's choi?
嘿，艾登，到底发生了什么？ Hey, Eden, what's going on?
我今晚没有见过蔡，吉娜我发誓 I have not seen choi tonight, Gina, I swear.
这里肯定有些不对劲 Something isn't right here.
这里肯定发生了些非常奇怪的事情 There is something very strange going on here,
没有一个人说出来 and no one is saying anything.
你觉得发生了什么，威尔？ What do you think is happening, will?
嘿，你算哪根葱？ 嗯？ Hey, who are you? Hmm?
我倒现在不明白为什么你们俩会在这 See, see, I don't get why you two are here.
嘿，他们是我的客人 Hey, these are my guests.
是啊 Yeah. Hmm.
两年了 我们两年没见了 Two years. We don't see you for two years,
然后所有的事情那么突然 and then all of a sudden,
我们被邀请来这丰盛的晚餐 we get invited to this lavish dinner.
你们微笑着，喷出那么多屁话 You're all smiles, spewing out all this jargon
和这两个2B with these two in tow.
别告诉我这很正常 Don't tell me that this is normal,
- 这邀请 - 为了帮助人们 - the invitation. - It helps people.
威尔，每个人都允许有-- Will, everybody's allowed to have--
不，这他妈的就是邪教米格尔! no, it's a fucking cult, Miguel!
就 是 他 妈 的 邪 教 ! It's a fucking cult!
威尔，坐下! Will, sit down!
不! 不，看那个视频，好吗？ No! No, look at the video, okay?
那不是关于沟通 It's not about communion.
不是关于家庭 就是忽悠 It's not about family. It's about fucking denial.
你不是内行 You are out of line.
好了别说了 就是忽悠 All right, no, it's about denial.
噢，你知道这是什么吗？ 这他妈的就是洗脑 Oh, you know what it is? It's a fucking brainwash.
我们的儿子死了艾登 而你弄得像忘记了他 Our son died, Edie, and you're trying to ignore it.
当他死的时候意味着什么 It meant something when he died,
你别以为可以抹去那些 and don't you try to erase that.
泰 还在 他真-- Ty was real. It was rea--
的一直在 it is real.
可以么，艾登 Please, please, Edie.
蔡在哪里？ Where's choi?
威尔，她说了她不知道 Will, she said she doesn't know.
我想这一定是个误会 I think this is just a big misunderstanding.
别他妈的忽悠我，戴维 Don't fucking patronize me, David.
嘿，你为什么不告诉我？ Hey, why don't you tell me something?
为什么所有的门都是锁着的，嗯？ Why are all the doors locked, huh?
噢，天啊 Oh, my god.
为什么窗户上都有栅栏，嗯？ Okay, why are all the bars on the windows, hmm?
为什么他妈的有一大瓶 Why is there a big fucking bottle
镇定剂藏在你的卧室里？ of phenobarbital stashed in your bedroom?
上帝啊，威尔 Jesus Christ, will.
你看了我们的隐私？ Did you go through our things?
我很抱歉 我很抱歉 我们该走了 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. We should go.
- 不 不 不 - 我们该走了 - No. No. No. - We should go.
这里快要发生非常危险的事 Something very dangerous is going on here,
但却没有人谈论 and nobody's talking about it.
我们都被蒙在鼓里 We're all just ignoring it
就因为戴维拿出了些很贵的红酒! because David brought out some good wine!
我们走了，威尔 我们走了 We are going, will. We are going.
不，我哪都不去! No, I'm not going anywhere!
我们现在就走，威尔 We are going right now, will.
没事的 It's all right.
没事 All right.
怎么了？ What's up?
蔡？ Choi?
实在不好意思 I'm so sorry.
我到了这里，然后公司来了电话 I was right here, and then work called,
真他妈的操蛋 and it's so fucked up,
他们没有我什么都做不了 'cause they can't do anything without me.
我打过给你 I called you.
我没看到 I didn't get it.
你还好吗？ You okay?
嗨，亲爱的 我错过晚餐了吗？ Hi, love. Did I miss dinner?
你错过了很多，兄弟 You missed more than that, bud.
还有很多吃的 我去给你拿一些 We have plenty. I'll get you something.
我会教训他的 I'll fix him a plate.
谢谢，普鲁特 Thank you, pruitt.
发生了什么？ What's going on?
戴维… David...
没事了 It's okay.
我们真的应该走了，威尔 We really should go now, will.
给我几分钟，基拉 Just give him a minute, Kira.
我--我很抱歉，艾登 I'm--I'm sorry, Eden.
我知道这很难，威尔 I know it's hard, will,
但你不能通过找到我们的隐私 but you can't criticize us
来批判我们 for finding our own way through this.
我从来没有这样对待过你 I've never done that to you.
我知道 我知道 这不是我的事 I know. I know. It's none of my business.
我知道 I know,
非常抱歉 and I'm very sorry.
没事了 It's okay.
你是大家庭的一员，威尔 You're part of our family, will.
大家都是 All of you are.
不好意思，等我一会好吗？ Will you--will you excuse me for a second?
蔡，吃吧 Choi, eat.
你--你要喝点红酒吗？ You--you got any more of that wine?
搓出泡沫来 Just gotta lather it up.
洗干净 Keep washing.
至少要10秒钟 10 seconds, at least.
我们该走了 We should go.
走吧 我们-- Let's go, then. Let's just--
现在就离开这个地方 let's just get out of here.
我不能走 I can't.
基拉，我现在不太好 Kira, I'm not okay.
我儿子已经死了 My son is dead.
我怎么能放得下？ Where do I put that?
我不明白 I don't know.
这就像一直困在我内心的声音 It's like a scream trapped inside me.
这是无法改变的事实 And nothing changes the fact
我应该-- that I should have--
那天我应该盯着更紧点 I should have been watching more closely that day.
这你也无法预料得到，威尔 Now, look, you couldn't have known, will.
你不可能一直照顾得到 You could not have been looking out for that.
这不是其他孩子 It's another kid.
泰很爱他 And Ty loved him.
他们就是在一起玩耍 And they were just playing.
他们只是在瞎闹 They were just messing around.
我不该给他们拿个球棒 I shouldn't have let them have the bat.
你儿子做了什么 What happened to your son
这些都无法预测或者改变或者… wasn't anything that could be predicted or changed or...
那事发生后我就一直想等死 I've been waiting to die since the moment it happened.
向前走并不是背叛，威尔 Moving forward is not a betrayal, will.
看看艾登 Look at Eden.
她看上去好像什么事都没有 That's what letting go looks like.
是你自己没有放下他 You're not letting go of him.
我从来没有问过你 你知道的 I would never ask you to. You know that.
我们只能互相帮助，威尔 We can help each other, will.
那是唯一的出路 That's the only way.
我爱你，基拉… I love you, Kira...
但我觉得你帮不了我 But I don't think you can help me.
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
是的，你就这样 Yeah, you are.
嗯， 红红的果酱 Mmm. Red velvet.
米格尔，你第一块 Miguel, you get the first piece.
我很兴奋 I'm excited.
嗨，威尔 Hi, will.
我能看看他的房间吗？ Can I see his room?
当然可以 Of course.
我知道你在怀疑 I know you have doubts.
怀疑 会传染 Skepticism can be contagious.
我从来 没有听说过 I wouldn't have known either
和你分享之前 我看到了新的真像 before I saw the new truth and shared it with you.
我不应该相信 I wouldn't have believed,
但这揭露的 非常透彻 but it was revealed so clearly.
记得感恩 Remember the reward.
在我们身上 这是美好的时刻 This beautiful moment is upon us.
就在今晚 我们的信仰是真实的 Tonight is the night our faith is made real.
但最难的是 开始 The hardest thing is to start.
只要走出第一步 Just take the step.
让你自己坚信 Believe, and give yourself over.
威尔，来，大家都在等你 Will, let's go. Everybody's waiting.
我爱你们 I love you.
我非常爱你们 我的心碎了 I love you so much, my heart is breaking.
我等着你们 I'm waiting for you.
好了 Okay.
基拉 Kira.
看看这些人 Look at these people.
他们和你在一起很愉快 They're so happy to be here with you.
我觉得我们应该花点时间 I think we should take a moment
仔细观察一下每一个人 to look at each other and really look.
请举起你们的酒杯 Please raise your glass.
为了更美好的世界 To a better world.
为了和平 To peace.
干杯 Cheers.
- 干杯 - 干杯 - Cheers. - Cheers.
别喝! 别他妈喝了! Don't drink it! Don't fucking touch it!
- 不! 不! - No! No!
- 威尔! - 不，不要喝! - Will! - No, don't drink!
- 不要喝! - 冷静，威尔 - Don't drink! - Calm down, will.
不 不 我们现在就离开! No. No. We are leaving now!
- 控制下你自己 - 威尔，你别这样子 - Control yourself. - Will, you do not want to go this way.
我们走，基拉 我们现在就走! Let's go, Kira. We're leaving right now!
- 冷静 - 不，我们现在就走! - Calm down. - No, we are leaving now!
你毁了它! 你毁了一切! You ruined it! You ruined everything!
噢，天哪 Oh, my god.
噢，我的天 Oh, my god.
莎蒂 Sadie.
- 莎蒂 - 喔老天，威尔 - Sadie. - Oh, my god, will.
你在做什么？ What did you do?
别动她 Don't move her.
莎蒂 谁打下911 Sadie. Somebody call 911.
- 我来 - 莎蒂 - I'm on it. - Sadie.
莎蒂，你能听见我说话吗？ Sadie, can you hear me?
你们有急救包吗？ Do you have a first-aid kit?
莎蒂，能听见我说话吗？ Sadie, can you hear me?
没事了，莎蒂 It's okay, Sadie.
- 她没气了 - 不，她还有气 - She's not breathing. - No, she's breathing.
- 不止莎蒂，吉娜也 - 什么？ - Not Sadie, Gina. - What?
吉娜？ Gina?
把她放到地板上 All right, get her to the floor.
吉娜 Gina.
发生了什么？ 吉娜! What's going on? Gina!
- 宝贝？ - 吉娜 - Baby? - Gina.
- 吉娜 - 吉娜 - Gina. - Gina.
- 能听见我说话么？ - 宝贝？ - Can you hear me? - Baby?
开始心肺复苏 Starting cpr.
宝贝，会没事的 Baby, it's gonna be okay.
- 发生了什么，米格尔？ - 谁打过911了吗？ - What's happening, Miguel? - Somebody get 911?
我没有一点信号 I'm not getting any reception.
没有电磁脉冲器，米格尔 I'm not getting a pulse, Miguel.
操蛋的门锁上了 Fucking door's locked.
- 吉娜，能听见我说话吗？ - 吉娜 - Gina, can you hear me? - Gina.
- 加油，吉娜 - 好了，宝贝 - Come on, Gina. - Okay, baby.
过来 走 走 走 走 走 Come on. Go. Go. Go. Go. Go.
- 汤米 汤-汤米 - Tommy. Tom--Tommy.
快点! 走啦! Come on! Let's go!
汤米! Tommy!
- 快来! - 基拉! 基拉! - Come on! - Kira! Kira!
- 这里 - 什么？! - This way. - What?!
本，这里走! Ben, this way!
- 噢，老天啊 - 去左边 左边! - Oh, my god. - Go left. Left!
锁住了！ Oh. It's locked.
威尔，锁住了！ Will, it's locked.
好，好 这里走，这里走 Okay, okay. This way. This way.
威尔! 威尔! Will! Will!
有门， 这有门 The door. The door.
操 锁住的 Fuck. It's locked.
我们砸碎它 We're gonna have to break it.
嘘，基拉 Shh. Kira.
- 别 - - 请别 - No. - - Please, no.
威尔，怎么会搞成这样？ Will, why is this happening?
听我说 我们要准备好对付他们 Listen to me. We are gonna get ready.
不惜一切代价 We're gonna do whatever it takes.
听懂了吗？ Do you hear me?
- 他们只是普通人 - 对 - They are just people. - Right.
- 好吗？ - 好的 - Okay? - Okay.
- 来吧 - 好的 - Come on. - Okay.
好的 Okay.
你不该伤害像他这样的人 You weren't supposed to hurt anybody like that.
我知道 I know.
- 哦，老天 - 你怎么能这样做？ - Oh, god. - How could you do that?
- 为什么你会那样？ - 别再这样了 - Why would you do that? - Don't do this.
我们本来应该一起去睡觉的 We were supposed to just go to sleep and go there together.
本来应该是很不错的事 It was supposed to be beautiful.
这一会很安静 It's gonna be quiet in a minute.
我们很快会到那里 We'll be there soon.
本来不是这样的 It wasn't supposed to be like this.
- 他没说什么 - 不，我明白 我就是… - That's not what he said. - No, I know. It's just...
我们要结束这一切， 嘿 We just have to finish now. Hey.
听着 Listen to me.
我们现在迈出了第一步 我们做到了 We take it one step at a time. We finish.
- 不 我做不到 - 以后会很安静 - No. I can't. - It'll be quiet,
我们可以休息了 是，你可以 and we can rest. Yes, you can.
艾登，你得帮助我 Eden, you gotta help me.
你必须帮助我 你不能离开我 You have to help me. You can't leave me.
不，这是错的 No, this is wrong.
约瑟夫医生这会很难 Dr. Joseph said it was gonna be hard,
但我们现在必须完成它 but we'll have to finish it now.
这是错误的 This is wrong.
我们被选中了，记得吗？ We were chosen, remember?
我们被选中了，这是唯一的办法 We were chosen. This is the only way
我们可以离开痛苦 we can leave this hurting.
没事了 This is right.
这是让我们停止伤害的唯一办法 This is the only way we can stop hurting.
我们可以离开一切，所有痛苦 We can leave all this, all this pain,
所有的都没有了 all this shit behind.
你能做到 You can do this.
嘿… Hey...
我们仍然能达到目的 We can still get there.
来吧 Come on.
那里有个门 There's a door
- 去车库楼上 - 好的 - to the garage upstairs. - Okay.
我们去那里 We're going there.
好的 Okay.
嘘 嘘 Shh. Shh.
约瑟夫医生… Dr. Joseph...
噢，我的天 Oh, my god.
蔡 Choi.
噢，老天 Oh, my god.
哦，天哪 Oh, god.
不 No.
怎么了？ What?
- 不 - 怎么了？ - No. - What?
不 不 这里有个门 No. No. There was a door here.
噢，操了 Oh, fuck.
我们住在这的时候这里有个门 We had a door here when we lived here.
操 好吧 Fuck. Okay.
好吧，或许-- Okay, maybe--
或许我可以对着外面的人求救 maybe we can signal someone outside.
或许我可以对着外面的人求救 Maybe I can signal someone outside.
快点啊 Come on.
基拉 Kira.
嘘 Shh.
基拉 Kira.
别害怕 Don't be afraid.
我们有一个计划，老兄 There is a plan for us, man.
威尔 Will.
让他走 就-- Just let go. Just--
我们很快就到那里 we'll be there soon.
我保证 I promise.
快点 Come on.
让我们离开这里 Let's get out of here.
艾登 Eden.
对不起，威尔 I'm sorry, will.
对不起， 威尔 I'm sorry, will.
对不起 I'm sorry.
艾登 Eden.
停下 停下 停下 Stop it. Stop it. Stop it.
好了 Okay.
威尔 Will.
我们不会就这样死掉 We are not gonna die like this.
嘿 Hey, lis--
我没事 I'm okay.
艾登？ Eden?
去拿枪 Get the gun.
艾登？ Eden?
她自杀了，戴维 She shot herself, David.
很好 That's good.
现在他们在一起了 She's with them now.
没有子弹了 It's empty.
我们有枪 We have a gun.
没事 That's okay.
时间到了 It's time.
别这样戴维 Don't do this, David.
威尔 Will.
我想儿子 I miss him.
我非常想他 I miss him so much.
我要走了 I wanted to leave.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你能带我去外面吗？ Will you take me outside?
我希望… I hope...
我希望我们… I hope we...
我，呃… I, uh...
我得把米格尔带走 I gotta go get Miguel.
汤米 Tommy.
好了 Okay.
噢，天那 Oh, my god.
基拉 Kira.
我也许本就属于这里 ♪ That I might be a part of this
一滴孤单的水珠勾起了涟漪 ♪ Ripple on water from a lonesome drip
一颗倒下的树注视着我 ♪ A fallen tree that witnessed me
他和我一同散发着孤独 ♪ Him alone, him and me
生命的意义里并没有要求 ♪ And that life itself could not aspire
去寻找一个值得崇拜的人 ♪ To have someone be so admired
就着被风打破的沉默 ♪ I threw creation to my kin
我将万物留给了我的亲人 ♪ With a silence broken by a whispered wind
这一切都脆弱不堪 ♪ All of this can be broken
在你的邪念发声之前，把它摔倒在地 ♪ Hold your devil by his spoke, and spin him to the ground
我从头到脚 ♪ And root to root and tip to tip
端详着这个来自乡村的弱者 ♪ I look at him, my country drip
他将所有的恐惧掩埋在皮革之下 ♪ Lathered up by all his fears
但有人险些让你流下了懦弱的眼泪 ♪ But someone brought you close to tears
多少节车厢，多少里的路 ♪ Many trains and many miles
将你带到了这明媚的岛上，我的身边 ♪ Brought you to me on this sunny isle
你将选择什么样的话语开口 ♪ And what of which you wish to speak
你是否为了救我而来？ ♪ Have you come here to rescue me?
这一切都脆弱不堪 ♪ All of this can be broken
在你的邪念发声之前，把它摔倒在地 ♪ Hold your devil by his spoke, and spin him to the ground
你的一生所爱虽然活了下来 ♪ But the love of your life lives, but lies no more
却离开了你为她所种下的花 ♪ And where she lay, a flower grows
健硕的臂膀，坠入婚姻的孩子 ♪ And the arms that fed and the babes that wed
疼痛流血的脊背，统统阻拦着她 ♪ The backs that bled keeping her in tow
但我，我守护着你 ♪ But I am your keeper
我为你的脸庞遮蔽强光 ♪ And I hold your face away from light
他们到来之前，我都是你的 ♪ I am yours till they come
眼对眼 ♪ Eye to eye
鼻对鼻 ♪ Nose to nose
用最怪异的方式 ♪ Ripping off each other's clothes
扯掉我们的衣裳 ♪ In a most peculiar way
眼对眼 ♪ Eye to eye
鼻对鼻 ♪ Nose to nose
用最怪异的方式 ♪ Ripping off each other's clothes
扯掉我们的衣裳 ♪ In a most peculiar way
♪ Kiss me
♪ O my child
♪ Hold me
♪ Chase me
♪ O my child
♪ Look, see
♪ Innocent
♪ O my child
♪ Wait
♪ O my child
♪ My child